i have forsakened myself...to be honest, i have lost many opportunities given to me to make things better for myself, but because of this "think too much" and uptight part of me, i let them drift away..and when i went looking back for them, it was already out of reach. damn it, i condemn these traits of mine to the core..the insecure and uncomfortable feeling i keep getting, the fear, feeling uneasy, i duno y i even had these in the 1st place. perhaps, i do care about what others think of me after all..
maybe not everyone, just certain people. but what really haunts me rite now is the awful feeling of insecurity..i find it so hard to trust people nowadays..i think you can't really say u know a person, even after being with them for a long time. they may be nice to you( i said may be) just because they want something from you, for just wanna dig out your secrets..i don't know really..i don't know who is true and who's fake.i can't differentiate.. 所谓， 知人知面不知心。。 好伤心啊！！！wuwuwuwuwu....
its so difficult just being nice to other people. sometimes, people tend to misunderstood your good intentions, even when its just out of utmost care as a friend. if your a gal, and if your nice to another gal, thats fine~~ no probs. if your too nice to a guy, he might think that you're hitting on him. and thats whr all the problem begins. at least for gals, it ain't that bad. but for guys, lets c...if your too nice to a gal, she'll think your trying to pikat her, if she dun like you, she'll avoid u, and if she like u but u dun like her romantically, problem arises also. but the worst is still when a guy is too nice to another guy, he'll think your gay! ah well, its all normal response i guess..its sad tho, when your intentions are pure and just out of care, not affection. yet being misunderstood and being branded as a homosexual is the least of the problems LOL..making clear about your intentions is the way, but, is it really that easy? cakap senang, buat susah..haizz..true or not this statement? need some feedback :) so being nice to people is the key to making friends? i don't think so
i thk sometimes u really thk too much...y u wana make ur life so miserable?
ReplyDeletein my opinion, jz be urself n be nice to other ppl...they mite not know now,but i thk time proves evythg...
yes i am 100% agree dat u cant really judge the book by its cover...but this is reality..v hv to learn from it n bcz of these ppl then v learn to appreciate ppl dat love us rht?
yes kai lin ur rite :) but i need some time to change this bad habit of mine. whenever i'm alone, i tend to think a lot of nonsense
ReplyDeleteit's actually true. i guess, all you can do is be yourself. i mean, to hell what people think, what matters is what you yuorself think of yourself=).
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