and so i'm officially a 2nd year medical student

along with approximately 97% of my batchmates. well i know i should be happy, but i just couldn't find a reason to be so for now..i know that my hapiness could mean someone else's sadness, as in i'm happy for one thing, and the other is sad for the same thing..i just felt bad.. real bad.. i've nv felt this way before..maybe before this i was heartless..or maybe just ignorant.. but yea, my feelings are just gloomy rite now.

i lost~

kalah teruk~ lost to my ego. i blew it again. epic fail. and this time, there won't be a second chance anymore. not anymore for sure

朕今天心情很好

hehehe...yups my mood is good today~ coz of 1 small thing lar. yup, if you know me well enough, you should be able to guess what it is la =P chin wen mei oh chin wen mei, you should know d reason y lar XD

theory papers habis~

yups, they're done allright. now its only the practical papers that remain. frankly , i'm kinda scared of the physiology and anatomy spotters. given that the examiners have a very bad habit of giving the last batch a very hard time. i'm worry. :( i guess i need to go to the dissection lab and do some spotting. can't take chances, not gonna take chances . coz i'm freaking scared i'll fail. sigh~

a lot has happened within these 6 months of my life~

there are those that put those zygomaticus major and minor to work, there are also those that activates the levator labii superioris. sad to say tho, the latter is way more than the former =S i'll have a review of my 1st year in manipal, from the day i left the comfort of home , my sanctuary , for teeny tiny eenie meenie oh so boring manipal and to the end of my 1st year MBBS. however, due to current examination being the culprit, i won't be doing a review any time soon. proly will do it when i'm back in malaysia, or one of those days after i finish my exams and have nothing to do, but i doubt so~ (:
having biochemistry 2mr, and the 3 practicals nxt week and voila, finish . wish me luck guys

i'm so scared that i'm gonna cry

yes no kidding. i'm truly worried and fearing the anatomy paper. i don't wanna fail, i really don't. i can never forgive myself if i did. i hope that Buddha will bless me with a stable mind and heart to face and pass the exam successfully. namoamitabha . i truly do hope so~ another 5 hours to go...charge for victory!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

10 days!

10 more days to uni exam! omg i'm so scared..a lot more to read. make full use of these 10 days is all i can do now ~