its not about who's right or who's wrong

because the problem can never be solved as long as there is an argument over who's fault it is. the misunderstanding will exacerbate and lead to even more vigorous conflict. it would be easier if we could just admit that we both made a mistake and let it settle once and for all. but then, i don't care anymore. or maybe, i never did..

the evil side of me

everyone has a dark side, and i am no different. constantly am falling towards and losing against this arch nemesis of mine, which just manage to screw up my life when everything was in order. leave me alone can? :((

something wrong with you ar?

well tho there haven't be anyone who asked me this question for a long long time ever since i bid farewell to my unnaturally bizarre emo self.. i'm come to realize certain things about myself. how should i say this.. i am pretty much disgusted of certain negative traits that i sadly possess, especially my tendencies to bear grudge against certain people that somehow just plain annoys me with everything they do. i guess that i owe it all to my horoscope..the thing really does describes me well.. sigh.. but then, it's not to say that i bear grudges to an extreme level like those in the movies..i can forgive, but i won't forget.. and if that particular person does something that crossed my path, boom! apocalypse...i can bring out all the not so nice things they did to me, and can feel myself taken over by anger.. i know its not good , but i just can't help myself.. its like, once someone annoys me, i will never forget that 1st time what he/she did to me. and if i dislike a person, i tend to focus only at their bad points.. it's like what miss tan said before, focusing too much on that black dot on piece of white paper.. mum always taught me to forgive and forget, but sadly i still can't do it. however, its really difficult not getting annoyed by those people, for one does not think before it speaks. utter foolish and idiotic sad to say.. but all in all, i'll try not to judge books by their covers so much.. and try my best to forgive and forget.. it will be a more peaceful world, for me and for them. =) rite back to my sdl~~~ ooooooooooooo microbe...

bored

wish i had other stuffs to do besides studying and sleeping :(