sick :(

finally the microorganisms got the better of me. i'm now an infectious individual who is capable of spreading flu, cough and fever~ ohh such irony, am always sick during the time periods that i'm not supposed to. now i dunno how i am gonna study for my sdl , given my current condition. imma gonna die :( god pls bless me so that i get better soon

i'llllllllllllllllllllll never make the sameeeeeeeeeee, mistake ever againnnn

i must be more independent, i must be more of a daredevil, i must be brave, courageous or whatever you call it , so that i can take care of myself and not be dependent on others , if i ever have to leave home again for a far far away place,after the nxt few years.