and so i'm officially a 2nd year medical student

along with approximately 97% of my batchmates. well i know i should be happy, but i just couldn't find a reason to be so for now..i know that my hapiness could mean someone else's sadness, as in i'm happy for one thing, and the other is sad for the same thing..i just felt bad.. real bad.. i've nv felt this way before..maybe before this i was heartless..or maybe just ignorant.. but yea, my feelings are just gloomy rite now.